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Nonlinear

by Brett Talley

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1.
For years now, I’ve been a prisoner Never thought we’d come back Made out to feel like a sinner Restrain myself from attack A Sunday morning without warning Lessons learned I feel it starting The weight of the world is off my shoulders Trading the truth for the lies I sold her Even the sins of my past are forgiven Like we’re starting over I’ve never felt this good I pinch myself to discover if I am alive or dead Repeating over and over every single line she said A Sunday morning without warning Lessons learned I feel it starting The weight of the world is off my shoulders Trading the truth for the lies I sold her Even the sins of my past are forgiven Like we’re starting over I’ve never felt this good It’s understood We get caught in our breakdowns It’s understood Time can turn it around It’s understood We’ll rewrite history and watch as others pass it down A beautiful disaster once was lost but now is found A Sunday morning without warning Lessons learned I feel it starting The weight of the world is off my shoulders Trading the truth for the lies I sold her Even the sins of my past are forgiven Like we’re starting over I’ve never felt this good
2.
Secret 04:35
It’s the same when I come around Things never change in this town Do you feel weighed down with all this guilt, you wear it like a crown You tell me you can change Well, I know you can’t change We’re a spinning record doomed to repeat It’s not so strange You say things out loud You think you’re dreaming Well, it’s a mistake I know You got me running in circles Won’t let me stop Time is counting down on this doomsday clock You won’t regret it if you just forget it How can I accept it? Well, that’s my secret I broke my back in two Trying to defend you But I lost the fight when you said that I did not have the right I’m so black and blue My reflection’s never new No time to heal when you constantly continue to Say things out loud You think you’re dreaming Well, it’s a mistake I know You got me running in circles Won’t let me stop Time is counting down on this doomsday clock You won’t regret it if you just forget it How can I accept it? Well, that’s my secret Did you ever stop to think about me With every swing you gave with no mercy You say things out loud You think you’re dreaming Well, it’s a mistake I know You got me running in circles Won’t let me stop Time is counting down on this doomsday clock You won’t regret it if you just forget it How can I accept it? Well, that’s my secret
3.
I still live in the ecstasy of promises you made to me Words are flowing from you in a broken distant memory And I never thought we’d find Our kind of love hidden in disguise Always mean what you say regardless of the company It’s easy to speak when it’s honest and with sympathy Leave these games you play with me Coming back to gravity I still deal with a jealousy of past lovers especially Childish and selfish My brain is my worst enemy And I never thought you’d find Some kind of love hidden in these eyes Chorus I do not want to be this way Come on over and please share my day I swear I have so much to say Come on over and please make my day I never thought we’d find Our kind of love hidden in disguise Chorus
4.
Buzzing 04:06
Her hair that falls On her shoulders in slow motion Is like a miracle The best things in life are free Not a moment passes by in my life where I don't try to say these things out loud I always fail Because she's buzzing round my head Don't dare ask me what she said Because the words are coming out There's nothing comin' in because I'm so in love with her Hypnotized by her brown eyes and all Her smile alone Could launch a million ships And if the stars do die The light in her eyes could fill the sky I get weak in my knees when she sees that she means so very much to me But I'll still fail Because she's buzzing round my head Don't dare ask me what she said Because the words are coming out There's nothing comin' in because I'm so in love with her Hypnotized by her brown eyes and all She comes and makes me dizzy Spinning circles around my head She dances all around me But she's leaving with him instead Her hair that falls On her shoulders in slow motion Is like a miracle The best things in life are free I get weak in my knees when she sees that she means so very much to me And not a moment passes by in my life where I don't try to say these things out loud But I'll still fail Because she's buzzing round my head Don't dare ask me what she said Because the words are coming out There's nothing comin' in because I'm so in love with her Hypnotized by her brown eyes and all
5.
Jenny’s always looking for a way out Cigarettes, magazines, head full of doubt Hitting up drive thrus after midnight Staring at a mirror at what she don’t like Never think twice about falling hard It’s a matter of time for a broken heart Life can be cruel for an old school girl If you’re tryin to make a change in a modern world Jimmy left her and dropped out of school The earth crumbled while she had to play cool Momma’s always saying, "Come back home." Daddy says the opposite to her on the phone, don’t come back home Never think twice about falling hard It’s a matter of time for a broken heart Life can be cruel for an old school girl If you’re tryin to make a change in a modern world Don’t change yourself for anyone but you Don’t sell yourself short, you’re worth much more than that Jenny met her on the first day of June Carved their initials in the light of the moon A year later own a house in the hills And for the first time, time stood still Never think twice about falling hard It’s a matter of time for a broken heart Life can be cruel for an old school girl If you’re tryin to make a change in a modern world Life’s a bitch but it can turn around Think of Jenny when the world gets you down
6.
Hello, stranger, how do you do? Been a while but I’m here for you Dearly beloved, are you feeling the effects of your society? A hand me down for your sanity And if you call my name Your prayers I will sustain I will give to you What you want me to Spinning round and round I’m slowing down the time I will set you free That’s a guarantee I’m the patron saint of being on cloud 9 Don't you feel fine? Riding in with my best disguise Watch my wheels as they hypnotize Peace be unto you while you’re enjoying your view Let’s sin away Hell is so much better with me anyway And if you call my name A friend I shall remain I will give to you What you want me to Spinning round and round I’m slowing down the time I will set you free That’s a guarantee I’m the patron saint of being on cloud 9 I’ll be your martyr, soul supporter Have faith in me I’m the medicine you need Need something stronger that lasts much longer Trust in me I have everything you need You won’t disagree How do you feel Are you better now? Your number one holier than thou And if you call my name You’ll never be the same I will give to you What you want me to Spinning round and round I’m slowing down the time I will set you free That’s a guarantee I’m the patron saint of living on cloud 9 Do you feel fine?
7.
Science 03:14
There's something about the way she combs her hair When she wakes up, the smile that's on her face lights up my room I find it hard to move and I can't control what she does to me Ever since your first spell I've been hypnotized by your magical mysteries So I thought maybe you could talk about it And you could explain all the science behind it Cause I am mystified and blinded Purified inside dying to know if you feel it too There's something about the way she walks on air While I'm on the ground, she looks down and says "Don't feel so bad. Just take my hand." And before it I know, we're above the clouds Ever since your first spell I've been hypnotized by your magical mysteries So I thought maybe you could talk about it And you could explain all the science behind it Cause I am mystified and blinded Purified inside dying to know if you feel it too
8.
Valentine 04:35
The car pulls up outside She can see it in his eyes All the stories making sense He never thought it’d come to this The silence deafening Their thoughts scream while racing That scene plays in his head When he looked at me and said “She looks at me like her valentine Her beating heart is mine She knew it right from the very start That our world could never part” All that’s left is a heavy heart With no clue on where to start So he lays his head back down And drowns in her sound “He looks at me like his valentine His beating heart is mine And I knew it right from the very start We could never tear apart” Don’t know how we’ll make it on our own I know everything has a reason She stands with clouded eyes The love before them dies “Of course the blame’s on me.” Look in her eyes and say sorry “I can’t change who I am but I could treat you better than him.” She reaches for his hand and whispers “No, I don’t think you can.” She looked at me like a valentine Her beating heart was mine She knew it right from the very start That our world would never part I don’t get my way again I guess I’ll never understand She looked at me like a valentine
9.
You were standing right in front of me How was I supposed to know? All these vampires are after me Where am I supposed to go? I’ve been thinking about leaving this place With no plan to return Sacrifice my love for such a superficial burn Calling all the operators Breathe in and breathe out Medication kicking in Of that I have some doubt You were standing right in front of me How was I supposed to know? All these vultures are after me Where am I supposed to go? I’ve been driving around this town With no destination in sight Thinking of the past and the things I could not get right I get so jaded and afraid of what tomorrow holds I throw my thoughts into the fire and watch their embers glow Another November winter mystery What am I supposed to do? I get so tired of all this chemistry How was I supposed to know? You were standing right in front of me How was I supposed to know? All these vampires are after me Where am I supposed to go? You were standing right in front of me How was I supposed to know? All these vultures are after me Where am I supposed to go?
10.
Safe Haven 03:26
There is no point to look back Life seems to get back on track You say with a smile It will be worth your while There is no point to look back It’s 5000 miles to go I’ve been practicing more than you know When my feet touch the ground I’ll be listening for your sound 5000 miles from home Love’s worth saving It’s our safe haven now You’re so beautiful you should know Your heart casts a strong shadow And I’ll stick around For this love I have found You’re so beautiful you should know There is no point to look back Life seems to get back on track You say with a smile It will be worth your while There is no point to look back Love’s worth saving It’s our safe haven now There is no point to look back
11.
I don’t know who I am without a friend Standing beside me when I feel alone All these pills to make feel sane Hoping for our sake that they’re working My god it’s true, my girl it’s true I get in my car and I drive away Trying to get back where I came from The streets have changed in so many ways But I can still see the blood stains My god it’s true, brother it’s true Don’t you feel alive Always escaping just to survive This waterfall used to be a place that was once held sacred to me Now it’s dirt with a couple kids digging looking for history My god it’s true, brother it’s true I used to walk all these paths alone Dreaming up words to sweep her off her feet She never had the time of day for me Till she took pity on my misery My god it’s true, my girl it’s true Don’t you feel alive Always escaping just to survive And I wish that you were here today To pull me inside as the planes fly by To tell me stories of the better days That it’s okay for a man to cry My god it’s true, father it’s true
12.
Falling into your ocean Drowning, can’t escape The wreckage of everything that you are Calling ad nauseam And fearing the sarcasm That comes from answers I don’t want to hear I feel I’m letting go And I wanted you to know Crawling onto a couch That’s haunting with images of You there naked sleeping in my arms Distracting, no overreacting and now I Gotta pick myself up and swim back to shore I feel I’m letting go And I wanted you to know Wasting all these tears on fragile years Assuming all these fears for future years Hoping to find my faith in Something when I’m not looking Far away so far away from you Trying to keep myself from dying On the inside I won’t do this no I won’t do this again I feel I let you go And I don’t care if you know
13.
Never thought you’d run so fast From the places of our past It was all for you It was all for you Always thought I’d hear your laugh Separates my world in half It was all for you It was all for you You missed out on heaven The only thing that you could trust You missed out on heaven You made a fool out of me Take my hand and let go so gently Never going back again Nothing’s certain but the end It was all for you It was all for you Always
14.
Nanton Drive 03:20
There’s a place in time That I know was mine Our world was spinning much faster We took our time As we walked that line Trying to avoid disaster And all the while I was running out of time Every small thing To the songs I sing It all seems to me so much stranger I miss your hair And the clothes you wear How could I not sense the danger And all the while I was running out of time As you turn to go You will never know Just what you meant to me, my dear You took my soul Then ripped it in two and disappeared And had you known you were running out of time You could have said "I’m sorry. I’m sorry." "Can you please ever forgive me?" I watched you ride Down on Nanton Drive Never to return to me, baby Never to return to me

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This album is dedicated to the memory of Susan Peracchia, Richard Acce and Albert Talley

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released February 12, 2021

Produced by Brett Talley and Jason Miraglia

"Old School Girl" co-produced by John Faye

Recorded and Mixed by Brett Talley at Brett Sounds (Phila., PA)
Mastered by Preston Rahbari

All songs written by Brett Talley
All songs performed by Brett Talley and Jason Miraglia

Brett Talley: vocals, guitar, bass, piano, keyboards, programming
Jason Miraglia: drums and percussion

Additional musicians:
John Faye (background vocals on track 4)
Camille Peruto (vocals on track 9)
Chuck Sanford (background vocals on track 6)

Cover photography: David Melendez
Cover design: Brett Talley

Thank you to John Faye, Camille Peruto, Preston Rahbari, Caleb Wahrenberger, Annie Miraglia, Anthony Renzulli, David Melendez, Steven LaFashia, Phil Murphy, Paulo Estudante, Derek and Michele Talley, Chuck and Jen Sanford, Phil Vu

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Brett Talley Philadelphia, Pennsylvania

Brett's musical career includes his two years as lead guitarist and producer for the Philly based pop-rock act, OutSet, lead guitarist for one of Philadelphia’s most popular rock outfits, IKE and The Caulfields, and now as a solo artist. Brett also performs as lead guitarist and secondary vocalist in the Philly cover band Bangarang. ... more

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